MY Project 365....my life ever after....((day8))

Evening, dolls....

I was gonna postpone until tomorrow....because I had a long, stressful day, an emotional one, and to top it off I am absolutely not feeling well...
But....I feel as tho I should take a few minutes today to clarify a few VERY important things again and maybe in other words to stress the meaning of my writings...
First, let me make it known that what I write is first and foremost for MYSELF, I do it for me. To address and acknowledge what I am going thru, to enable myself with strength thru the power of finally opening up about it, to get myself thru this major, unplanned, complicated and life changing adjustment of life and what I thought that it would be,
Everything that I say, is from my heart, a part of this experience that I am going thru, and things that I have noted a long the way....it did not all start on the official day that it ended as I have made clear, and I want it to be known I do not do this for any sort of dramatics or selfishness but to empower myself for the first time in a long time...to know that I do not have to hold things in anymore and to make myself for capable of finding more and more peace and moving on.
Almost all that I say comes from first hand experience and I use myself quite often as the example, I do understand that my words also allow others to take a glance at their lives and situations and evaluate themselves. None of it is a personal dig at anyone, for by doing that I would be doing it to myself. As the majority of this is my life and my views.
When you find yourself taking acknowledgement to something said and relating it to yourself...perhaps there is an area that you, yourself need to adjust, or just look at, to find peace with that certain aspect.
I am not the sort of person who points fingers at anyone, i am fair and honest and just coming from the heart...the words flow as I have lived them and this is one of the best ways I have at moving on.....
So please...know that....I want you to all be able to take this journey with me and for all of my friends to have their own peace of mind in every single part of their lives, whatever that may mean to them and however they may have to get here...and I will walk that journey, those journeys with any and each of you that need that in any way shape or form that need be.
We only have one life...but any of can change our paths. Sometimes those changes are welcome and others are unexpected and unwanted at the time...however, they can still yield an amazing and beautiful life...and everything happens for a reason. Good and Bad. When you find similarities in someone elses words, verify what it is about that, that got to you and what may have triggered that emotion...perhaps its a change that you need to make, but its NOT from me trying to make it, bring it out, or lay it on the line for you....
This is for me, before it is for anyone else...and I have taken the huge step to allow everyone in on this road...just by chance someone else needed the words, someone else needed some borrowed strength, and jsut to allow myself the release that I finally deserve....
I appreciate you all.....until tomorrow....<3