MY Project 365....my life ever after....((day 9))

Well today was just a ball of joy to say the least...and please note the sarcasm; as I start this little portion of the fairytale:
As strong as I am trying to be thru this and as forward as I try to move, some bumps in the road....still manage to arise.
though all details need not be let out, we will keep it general and neat...I did have a small breakdown and i did allow him to get to me....
i have tried so hard to remaim amicable.....generous and gracious thru this process.....however, somehow that still seems to lead me to tears and being belittled and condescended on by another, i guess in hopes to make themself feel better and stronger....
if thats what it takes for that person, i suppose to each their own when handling changes i life.
i however, was always raised to be kind. to never hate and to never judge. that pointing finger lead back to myself and to intentionally hurt anyone would come back to me in a ten fold.
Now, either my parents were crazy, or others were just not taught common courtesy and basic manners....
I tho, will shut this door FINALLY and for good, as I apparently am unable to do this without intervention and allowing attornies and such take care of the rest....
I cannot be talked to as tho my intelligence is not comparable to anothers, when i know, in fact thats NOT true by any means....
i cannot be belittled or degraded and i will not be beat with the past as tho i have done some horrid, things that destroyed another person....
Not every forever is what we suppose it should be however....we can still walk away with our pride and esteem intact....i do not need personal attacks simply out of disagreement....and i do not seek out harm in others with words or actions and I will not have that done to me....
My daughter will learn self respect first and foremost, that her own two feet are the strongest to stand on and that you treat others with the same dignity and courtesy
Words are powerful weapons, that so many do not realize...and you always have to have compassion with another even in times of struggle....
I know how blessed I am...and I know what I have to do....
And i will do it with my head held high, hopes intact, faith in God, the love of my family and friends...and instead of resorting to defense in words and coming back with hurt and pain, I will as carefully as i tried to handle all of this...end my portion of that, and let what happens be.....as is.
Life will handle itself as it should and I will not compromise myself and where I am going to stoop below the level that I have set before myself....
until tomorrow......<3