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March 8, 2011
Speak Up or Shut Up: MY Project 365....my life ever after....((days 18-...
Speak Up or Shut Up: MY Project 365....my life ever after....((days 18-...: "Ok...Hey all... So i think we are back on track now.... and hoping to stay that way. Just like anyone else, life catches up to even me somet..."
MY Project 365....my life ever after....((days 18-21))
Ok...Hey all...
So i think we are back on track now....
and hoping to stay that way. Just like anyone else, life catches up to even me sometimes...and in that time i have to occasionally put something on hold...past few days happened to be the blog...
However, i have been DYING to write...so I am fully armed and ready!! ;)
Though with so many things to going thru this head of mine at once...its hard to decide just what direction we should go tonite....
I guess, since it is MY blog (lol..hint of truth, hint of sarcasm, dose of humor....) we will start with me and this crazy rollercoaster, ride that i am so greatly looking forward to the screeching hault!
Life has been ....alright...not perfect...not without bumps...but alright...i can see a light at the end of the tunnel and i can actually breathe, for myself...and not question who i am....
Its nice to wake up and know that, the day belongs to you...your life belongs to you and YOU decide who is in it, who you give the time to, who you lend yourself too...etc...
To me I am a whole new person again...though, i have not changed..i have just brought back exactly who i am! And I LOVE this person!!!!
I have my moments...i corrected myself earlier when i said, i have my days...because its never days...never a day..i would never give the satisfaction of my tears, heartache, sadness or loss a DAY...moments...but they pass...and i realize thru it still that i am OK...and I am SO much better off!
Though, I must say I am more than ready for it to all be over, to really be JESSICA PFUHL again, to get out there, get back fully into life in every way, meet some new people and let life take me where i am meant to be!!! I am actually pretty grateful for ALL of this...because its taught me a lot...a lot about life, a lot about change, a lot about love and a lot about ME...i have learned so much more about friends, and how to let go of the past...i have gained new insights and strengthened old ones...
The unexpected can happen...and it does...in different ways for different folks in different times...however...no matter what comes and goes in life...its all in how we look at it, deal with it, learn from it and grow from it.
I refuse to make this situation of mine a fingerpointing pissing contest...i too will take responsibility for it. Maybe in different ways, maybe in different aspects...however, we all are responsible for ourselves, and tho sometimes its hard, have no right to judge any other...even those that hurt us. Karma exists for that reason and the simple laws of physics..what goes up must come down...what goes around comes back....I want to make sure what i get back is good, so i remain optimisitic, hopeful and aware.....
But, enough about me...
let talk, about the changes....
i revamped the blog...i have allowed google to advertise on it...and i am still looking for any of you to share anything at all that you want...whether it be a question that you would like some insight on about yourself, or another...(remember, you can remain anonymous just inform me in the email that you would like to)
(( speakuporshutupblog@gmail.com )) Stories. Ideas, Things that you wold like me to write about,, discuss...etc...i am open to it all and think by doing that we can get so many more people involved and maybe even give so many more people the insight on just the things that they were looking for...
I also want to start to run some contests and giveaways...i am still working out all the details...however...i am going to start the first one when we reach 25 followers...so make sure on the blog main page that you are reading..you click to follow my posts....
tell you friends, share the site...spread the word,
I dont want to spend just a year discussing me...i absolutely want to share it with all of you...but want you all to share with me....
until TOMORROW (and i do mean tomorrow....TOPIC: FRIENDS....<<so if any of you have anything for that subject..PLEASSSSSSSSE send it to me..questions; thoughts;l areas you think should be hit on, send them over>> and i will do my best with all of it....from now on i will put the next days subject at the ending just like this...and feel free to add to, send questions, ask question, add input, or bring up topics....>>
take care all!
So i think we are back on track now....
and hoping to stay that way. Just like anyone else, life catches up to even me sometimes...and in that time i have to occasionally put something on hold...past few days happened to be the blog...
However, i have been DYING to write...so I am fully armed and ready!! ;)
Though with so many things to going thru this head of mine at once...its hard to decide just what direction we should go tonite....
I guess, since it is MY blog (lol..hint of truth, hint of sarcasm, dose of humor....) we will start with me and this crazy rollercoaster, ride that i am so greatly looking forward to the screeching hault!
Life has been ....alright...not perfect...not without bumps...but alright...i can see a light at the end of the tunnel and i can actually breathe, for myself...and not question who i am....
Its nice to wake up and know that, the day belongs to you...your life belongs to you and YOU decide who is in it, who you give the time to, who you lend yourself too...etc...
To me I am a whole new person again...though, i have not changed..i have just brought back exactly who i am! And I LOVE this person!!!!
I have my moments...i corrected myself earlier when i said, i have my days...because its never days...never a day..i would never give the satisfaction of my tears, heartache, sadness or loss a DAY...moments...but they pass...and i realize thru it still that i am OK...and I am SO much better off!
Though, I must say I am more than ready for it to all be over, to really be JESSICA PFUHL again, to get out there, get back fully into life in every way, meet some new people and let life take me where i am meant to be!!! I am actually pretty grateful for ALL of this...because its taught me a lot...a lot about life, a lot about change, a lot about love and a lot about ME...i have learned so much more about friends, and how to let go of the past...i have gained new insights and strengthened old ones...
The unexpected can happen...and it does...in different ways for different folks in different times...however...no matter what comes and goes in life...its all in how we look at it, deal with it, learn from it and grow from it.
I refuse to make this situation of mine a fingerpointing pissing contest...i too will take responsibility for it. Maybe in different ways, maybe in different aspects...however, we all are responsible for ourselves, and tho sometimes its hard, have no right to judge any other...even those that hurt us. Karma exists for that reason and the simple laws of physics..what goes up must come down...what goes around comes back....I want to make sure what i get back is good, so i remain optimisitic, hopeful and aware.....
But, enough about me...
let talk, about the changes....
i revamped the blog...i have allowed google to advertise on it...and i am still looking for any of you to share anything at all that you want...whether it be a question that you would like some insight on about yourself, or another...(remember, you can remain anonymous just inform me in the email that you would like to)
(( speakuporshutupblog@gmail.com )) Stories. Ideas, Things that you wold like me to write about,, discuss...etc...i am open to it all and think by doing that we can get so many more people involved and maybe even give so many more people the insight on just the things that they were looking for...
I also want to start to run some contests and giveaways...i am still working out all the details...however...i am going to start the first one when we reach 25 followers...so make sure on the blog main page that you are reading..you click to follow my posts....
tell you friends, share the site...spread the word,
I dont want to spend just a year discussing me...i absolutely want to share it with all of you...but want you all to share with me....
until TOMORROW (and i do mean tomorrow....TOPIC: FRIENDS....<<so if any of you have anything for that subject..PLEASSSSSSSSE send it to me..questions; thoughts;l areas you think should be hit on, send them over>> and i will do my best with all of it....from now on i will put the next days subject at the ending just like this...and feel free to add to, send questions, ask question, add input, or bring up topics....>>
take care all!
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